I thought of not-updating any post as I'm not in the mood to blog. But Somehow, I'm just feeling a little bit weird tonight, that I keep listening to You're Not Sorry.. Few words at baeed-bitouhashny..
All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I’ve been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it’s taking me this long
But I figured you out
And you’re thinking we’ll be fine again
But not this time around.
You don’t have to call anymore
I wont pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I don’t believe you baby
Like I did before
You’re not sorry.
Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn’t know
Could’ve loved you all my life
If you hadn’t left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I’m tired of being last to know
And now you’re asking me to listen
Cause it’s worked each time before.
You had me falling for you
And it never would have gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade away.
So you don’t have to call anymore
I wont pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There’s nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I don’t believe you
Like I did before.
You’re not sorry.
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Hoping you would come around
I’ve been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down
And it’s taking me this long
But I figured you out
And you’re thinking we’ll be fine again
But not this time around.
You don’t have to call anymore
I wont pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don’t wanna hurt anymore
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I don’t believe you baby
Like I did before
You’re not sorry.
Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn’t know
Could’ve loved you all my life
If you hadn’t left me waiting in the cold
And you got your share of secrets
And I’m tired of being last to know
And now you’re asking me to listen
Cause it’s worked each time before.
You had me falling for you
And it never would have gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade away.
So you don’t have to call anymore
I wont pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There’s nothing left to beg for
And you can tell me that you’re sorry
But I don’t believe you
Like I did before.
You’re not sorry.
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I cried while typing this. Each line of it moves my heart, yet somehow they felt like a knife. Termenung sekejap, and yeah, there's nothing left to beg for.
24th august, I went iftar with Ayn’s family, and it was fabulous. Thank you acik, auntie and Aina... You all remind me of my own family, and I just came to realise, ouh how I miss my family so much. Things became sayu-er when Setanggi Syurga was played repeatedly while waiting for azan. I was stunned and flashbacks reappeared. Things have changed so much that I have never expected myself to be back in the basic situation.
To another you, please just stop playing games. I’ve had enough of it, and let us just let it be.
I wouldn’t want to be bothered by those kind of stuffs again. Thank you so much, but not anymore. Too much fear of it.
psst..~felt a bit appreciated xD
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