Some things are just hard to predict. Neither can it be expected.
Few people are heartbroken. And how I felt sorry towards them. Being left by their boyfie. Being fooled by sweet talkers. Oh how bad, yet it's nothing new. 2 of my beloved juniors are in such state now. There's nothing I could help much. Support is the only thing they need, to move on, and not to let themselves being drifted away by emotions. Boyfriend comes and goes. There's no big deal. For things can change. Unless if both parties really know what love means, and know how to sustain a relationship.
What's the point of making one a priority in our life, when we are still an option in their life?
I've had enough of dwelling too much about a guy whom I used to adore, once upon a time ago. There's nothing I get in return except disappointment, and tears for free. Don't ever blame others for the disappointment. Every single decision, it all depends on ourselves. At times yes, we may feel hurt, but all we need to bear in mind is that everything happens for a reason. We do need time to heal. But just chill. For if we keep on dwelling, we wont be able to move on, and forever we'll be in despair.
I believe in faith. Be optimist. If it's meant to be, then it is. For everything has been fixed by HIM. Kita hanya perlu berusaha.
YumNa, how does that sound? An arabic word which has a meaning of "right". To be specific, the istilah is something positive, leading you to the right path. (: It is actually a combination of 2 lovers' names, who are so much close to me. And I wish them the best in life. Barakallah lakuma(:
I'm happy for them. And I'm sorry for those whose relationships do not seem to turn out well.
So in which category I am right now?. Can I be in the middle of it?. Giggles. Perhaps yes. Perhaps....nope. I'm happy, yet I'm not so contented, I'm abit hurt, yet I'm not heartbroken. So how's that supposed to be?. It's just hard to say. As days go by, this weird feelings starts to keep on blooming despite the distance that put us apart, the seldom-ness in contacting and the differences we are facing right now. It's just indescribable by words. And only Allah knows of how much the missing-ness and the absence are driving me crazy every single day.
Should it be spilled out? I'm totally scared of taking the risk. Truly I am. Or should it be kept deep down inside? For how long should I endure?.
I don't dare to say much. I don't hope for more than what we have now. I just cant bear to lose another someone. The preciousness. The attention. The style. The way of thinking. The words used to be said. The perspective in life. The taqwa. The islamic way of life being led. The respect and obey shown towards others. It seems flawless, completing my imperfect life. If only he knows.
There's only one effective medium. Do'a. For Allah hears every single wish. And may He grant it. And may that little du'a passes my thoughts to that someone.
One more month to go.
I'm currently in JB.
Bangi and Singapore are missed.
Amirah.
Ayn.
Hani.
I just need all.
Tamak eh?
=(
Few people are heartbroken. And how I felt sorry towards them. Being left by their boyfie. Being fooled by sweet talkers. Oh how bad, yet it's nothing new. 2 of my beloved juniors are in such state now. There's nothing I could help much. Support is the only thing they need, to move on, and not to let themselves being drifted away by emotions. Boyfriend comes and goes. There's no big deal. For things can change. Unless if both parties really know what love means, and know how to sustain a relationship.
What's the point of making one a priority in our life, when we are still an option in their life?
I've had enough of dwelling too much about a guy whom I used to adore, once upon a time ago. There's nothing I get in return except disappointment, and tears for free. Don't ever blame others for the disappointment. Every single decision, it all depends on ourselves. At times yes, we may feel hurt, but all we need to bear in mind is that everything happens for a reason. We do need time to heal. But just chill. For if we keep on dwelling, we wont be able to move on, and forever we'll be in despair.
I believe in faith. Be optimist. If it's meant to be, then it is. For everything has been fixed by HIM. Kita hanya perlu berusaha.
YumNa, how does that sound? An arabic word which has a meaning of "right". To be specific, the istilah is something positive, leading you to the right path. (: It is actually a combination of 2 lovers' names, who are so much close to me. And I wish them the best in life. Barakallah lakuma(:
I'm happy for them. And I'm sorry for those whose relationships do not seem to turn out well.
So in which category I am right now?. Can I be in the middle of it?. Giggles. Perhaps yes. Perhaps....nope. I'm happy, yet I'm not so contented, I'm abit hurt, yet I'm not heartbroken. So how's that supposed to be?. It's just hard to say. As days go by, this weird feelings starts to keep on blooming despite the distance that put us apart, the seldom-ness in contacting and the differences we are facing right now. It's just indescribable by words. And only Allah knows of how much the missing-ness and the absence are driving me crazy every single day.
Should it be spilled out? I'm totally scared of taking the risk. Truly I am. Or should it be kept deep down inside? For how long should I endure?.
I don't dare to say much. I don't hope for more than what we have now. I just cant bear to lose another someone. The preciousness. The attention. The style. The way of thinking. The words used to be said. The perspective in life. The taqwa. The islamic way of life being led. The respect and obey shown towards others. It seems flawless, completing my imperfect life. If only he knows.
There's only one effective medium. Do'a. For Allah hears every single wish. And may He grant it. And may that little du'a passes my thoughts to that someone.
One more month to go.
I'm currently in JB.
Bangi and Singapore are missed.
Amirah.
Ayn.
Hani.
I just need all.
Tamak eh?
=(
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