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and it's because of that one message from me that has really hurt you.

i have never knew this kind of thing would ever happen.

for all you should know, i was down the moment i called you the other night..

your harsh voice and your reluctant reactions demoralized me.

it hurt me. like alot.

for i have stood shut for nearly 5 months,

i spoke out.

but what i get is a disappointment.

you dont even care.

i'm truly battered by your words.

me and her, please, we aint the same person.

ouch, your words killed me.

for 5 months the changes in you have been so obvious yet i have never compare you with him.

you and him share the same characteristics yet i have never said that phrase to you.

cause you is you. and i'm proud to have you in life.

and he, is now a nobody, and will never be a part of this chapter, ever again.

now that it's all said and done.

i stand nowhere in your life.

you've had enough.

that's what you decide.

what more choices do i have?..

im sobbing my heart out..

perhaps it's just not meant to be.