Silap Saya ~

Silap saya.

And I have never knew, it was all my mistake.

Immatureness in me has made everything goes wrong. And I've lost the precious part of my life. DONT BE A FOOL. that's what mom said.. Di mana kebodohan saya?. Kebodohan saya di sini, adalah saya merupakan seorang yang belum cukup matang. Kuat cemburu. Dan bertindak melulu.

Saya ingat lagi. Bila orang ada masalah relationship, almost all my advices berguna. Dan mereka seriously lead a better way, and able to sustain their relationship. Bodohnya saya, why on earth didnt I take all those advices to myself ?..

Tersentap hati saya semalam. Terdetik hati saya. Reminisce all those things being said and done. Saya tau dia ikhlas. Saya tau dia ingin menguji. But so stupid of me, that I dont take the chance to win him over, and impress him.

What I did was for my own benefit. To always think, he's changed.

But I guess he's not a changed a person, afterall.

It's just me, who overreacted. And caused all this pain..

Serves me right. Huh?. I should wait a little longer.

For what I have done. Being doubtful, not being able to control my emotions, I am so sorry. No words could ever describe how I wish I could turn back the time, and let us just go with the flow we've been going thru all these while.

Oh well. Sometimes missingness is just unbearable. And I was really drifted awayy. All I wanted was an answer, if there's any room inside, for this stupid little girl named Iqah.

Now that I have the answers....

trying my best not to dwell anymore..

Last but not least,

deepest apologyyyyy ..

=(