Sep '09.

Assalamualaikum!.

*ngeluhh* I’m just so stressed up with revision. Time is just so limited. And I’m so much worried about what my exams result will be. Slack arh. I guess I can just say goodbye to dean’s award tis sem. *yelling*.

Spent the last 3 days, straight at Ayn’s palce(: what a wonderful family she has. Ouh kay fine then, mak abah, I miss you lah. Acik and auntie, thank you so much. I owe you both a lot.

Just a received a call from Huda. What a luck. Kitorang tak jadi charter bus. Sebab tak cukup orang. And furthermore, all the Islamic Academic’s students habis exam cepat... as well as the seniors from my faculty... their last paper is much much much more earlier than mine.. huhu.. so yeah, dorang balik dulu... ouh yah, 4 of my juniors pun habis on the same date as mine. But too bad, 3 of them (which are from Sagoff) booked their own tickets already...5.30 in the evening. Aku pulak, habis exam kul 6 ptg. Nmpak sah tak boleh ikot dorang.

But Alhamdulillah, ader lagi seorang junior yang mcm terleft out. Habis on the same date as mine, and tak beli tiket lagi. Shahidah namanya. She was from Arabiah. (*hah!!*). And yeah, so touched lah seh. Dier habis tghari at 12, tapi dier kate dier nak balik ngan aku jugak. Dier tunggu aku. WOOOHH. So yah, I got a new fren here. So yeah, will be back to Spore with her. Just the 2 of us. Teehee..

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Aniway, baru2 ni aku baru dapat satu berita yang agak mengejutkan. There’s a friend of mine, (she was from Al-Sagoff, and now we are together in KUIS), named Syirul has decided to quit from KUIS. Sigh. I dnt dare to ask much about the reason. She definitely has her own reason for doing so. Walaupun tak rapat ngan Syirul, tapi hati rase sebak biler dapat tau Syirul nak berhenti dari KUIS. Dah setahun lebih Syirul, tinggal setahun lebih lagi je. Rase sedih macam nak hilang kawan. Nak tau kenape? Sebab Syirul seorang yang manis sangat dan terus terang, tengok Syirul seolah2 boleh buat hati kiter tenang. Walalupun tak rapat, tapi kiter dah kenal semua budak2 sagoff yang masuk same batch ngan kiter. Walaupun tak satu sch dulu, tapi korang accept kiter kawan ngan korang, and biler dpaat tau Syirul nk berhenti, rase mcm lepas ni tak complete gtu. Selalu Syirul ngan Mun, nanti dah tak nmpak Syirul lagi. How I wish, I know the reason why she’s quitting... Sebab sesungguhnye dulu pun aku nyaris2 berhenti jugak, and go for poly.

Flashback started the moment I gt to noe she’s quitting. Ingat lagi raya tahun lepas, biler aku suarekan pendapat untuk sambung degree kat Spore (either SMU or SIM) .. Abah got so mad, and kiter tak bebual ngan each other. Abah tak bagi ... Abah ckp, “kalau nak sambung degree kt Spore, baik amik je poly dari dulu..”. Rasa nak nangis je biler ingat ayat tu. cause he knows, I have never wished to take my dip here in KUIS. Aku mmg nak gi poly... Mase tu just 2 weeks sebelum masuk semester baru (2nd sem). Nyaris2 nak amik leaving form. And dah decide utk masuk poly the next year.. Tapi entah mcam mane, aku teruskan jugak. Mase tu, ade seorang hamba Allah yang memberi kekuatan pade aku, yang buat aku akan teruskan jugak perjuangan kt KUIS, dan berjanji akan balik lepas 3 tahun.

But everything has changed, now. It’s way too different, from what I expected. I don’t think I’m needed there. Not anymore.

So yeah, I have made up my mind. What the decision will be, or whatever it is, let it be unknown to you people.

Yang kt tgh2 tu Syirul..
Kalau Syirul jadi berhenti, Iqah akan rindu Syirul.

***how time flies.
2 years hv passed.
Its Sept ’09 now..


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