i want home

things are getting complicated when there is a friend who's feeling the same way I am right now.

i've never thought we could have the same views,

we get speechless over some issues,

we tend to let it be.

we tend to remain silent.

but how far will this be?

it wont help you realise your mistakes anyway..

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one month of semester 4 and I just still cant believe it.

just 2 more semesters away to go,

and I can proudly say GOODBYE to kuis.(proudly pe? xD)

but deep inside there's a soft feeling

telling me to just stay.

Funny huh.

as time flies..

and as days go by..

we are not getting any younger.

18 months have passed

and now i'm sitting blankly

trying to recall when and how i get here.

trying to recall the moment when that someone shouted "eh ika!",

somewhere in the crowd.

but people change.

=(

and I guess I'm just a little too late.

I wish I could turn back the time to 2 years back,

..turn back the time to 18 months back

..turn back the time to the moment when it was actually supposed to be my big day.

to think of it back,

its just so true, of

how stupid I was.

Gah.

it just hurts me on the inside

to face this every single day,

but there's nothing I could do,

I'll just let it be your way.

I'm tired.

And I need a break.

Alhamdulillah, raya haji break is just around the corner

and I'm coming back home tmrw in the afternoon..

I need to be away from all that stuffs.

From any sch stuffs.

I WANT HOME

BADLY.

we are what we are right now.

we dont seem to care much,

but ouh, wont you miss me?