Ignore this post.
You wont understand a thing.
Cause I just feel like typing, of how frustrated I am right now.

Why do people tend to be with me, only when they are having problems on something?. The tot of friendships consoles my heart to help them out, but deep inside, I start to wonder, where do I actually stand?. I’ve been trying hard to think positive, and put aside all the doubts, but I do have that kind of sensitive feelings. As a friend, I’ve been trying hard to please, to always be there for them, even tho they tend not to bother before. My patience has its limits. And why do I have to be treated this way?. How much more do I have to sacrifice my own feelings?. How much more do I have to tolerate?. What more should I do, to show them that I care about them, that I would do anything for this friendship?. To that particular person named friend, you hurt me.

I’ve tried hard to be professional, and rational in handling our bonds here, but what I got is just some vague response. At times you were okay, at times you are as if another someone, who tends to treat me like real stranger in ur life. Just, where did I go wrong?.

Im too stressed out with school. Im too stressed out thinking abt us. You will never know. Why? Cause you don’t even care. Cause you are insensitive towards me. Cause to you Im just some kind of thrash. -__-

Gah. Im going insane.