Awak=)

Awak=)

Lately I've been wondering how some people are doing.
See that one word written above ?
I browsed through my E63 phone, and found 4000 messages from the same person.
And majority of them, were that one word.

Am I being forgotten ?
Am I being totally ignored ?
Am I not fit to be even just a friend ?

When people tend to just walk away,
without any sympathy, any empathy,
tend not to remember any ups and downs,
that they had went through with you,
all these while.
Frustrating, isn't it ?

It has been quite a some time.
I'm not dwelling.
I'm just wondering.
What has actually happened to the bond ?
To the friendship ?
To the ties, that had been really close before ?

And unfortunately,
without being able to have anymore say,
without even me realising it,
everything has really ended.

I'm not being emo.
Its just that some friends do leave an impact in my life.
Put aside the thoughts of "special friend".
But the things that really matter are the time that we had went through together before,
through thick and thin,
the problems shared,
,he opinion and advices,
compromising on some contradicitng issues,
learned new things together,
revised our modules together on the phone.
How can I simply forget all these ?

And now that all these are gone.
My only question is,

Takkan sedikit pun saya tak bernilai dalam hidup awak ?


Sometimes people made mistakes unintentionally.
I guess I did, that, too. Perhaps.
And that is the only phrase to explain the situation now.
No other reasons could.

Or perhaps,
there's a blessing behind all this.

Or perhaps,
we should just accept the harsh fact that,
people just walk in and out of our life.

And friends, they are people arent they ?

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Friends out there.
For any wrongdoings that I've done,
I'm truly sorry.

Jangan putus sahabat.
Saya sayang semuanya =(