Thoughts Right Now On

for Allah is always with us, i shall not be so down of what is happening around. something unexpected happened right after my exams and i dont feel like spilling out the real incident..lets just let it be..i wouldnt want to dwell on it too much, as Allah knows what the hikmah is. My only wish is that, may Allah reward me with the greatest patience and strength, ever.

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sejarah berulang...tu yang sedang terjadi pade diriku..

losing such a friend, indirectly, hurts me alot. something like this happened a couple of years ago, and now history repeats. it creates a deep cut and their words felt like a knife, really. those lines, are about the same.

sitting blankly on my mattress and i keep on listening to this song by D'masiv.

"kau membuat ku berantakan

kau membuat ku tak keruan

kau membuat ku tak berdaya

kau menolakku, acuhkan diriku..

bagaimana caranya untuk

meruntuhkan kerasnya hatimu

ku sedari, ku tak sempurna

ku tak seperti, yang kau inginkan..

kau hancurkan aku dengan sikapmu

tak sedarkah kau telah menyakitiku

lelah hati ini meyakinkanku

cinta ini membunuhku.."

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lantakkan. biarkan.

hmm..PARTNERSHIP ACCOUNTING paper just now was great. it boost my expectation and spirit to get A for it. chey...cam confident lebey je eh aku..oh well..i really wish i can impress my parents with that magical 4.0...how i wishhh.. hoho.. insya Allah..who knows, kalau2 dah rezeki aku sem nie..hehe..

nothing really matters than my parents hope..

nothing really matters than their endless love..

mak abah,

ika akan buat yang terbaik..the best for you both..

i will change our nasibbbb.. cheyy..

hmm.. ameeen insya Allah. =)